eğim kadar huy
31 Ekim 2018 Çarşamba
30 Ekim 2018 Salı
Pamuklar
kıştan korunmak için
sırtında yakıyor
yazdan kalan tarlayı
ve
dizleri asimetrik bir kanyonda inceliyor
.
yıkandığı nehir tenine karışmışken
balıklar gözkapağında dolaşıyor
.
karadeliklerinin ebatları
saatinden diğer yüzeye fışkırıyor
.
bol bir nezaket gösteriyorum ona
metanet yansımalar diyorum
.
o an güzel buluyorum onu
.
o
.
mutsuz !
.
o sanırım ağlıyor
.
ve emrimde hiç rüzgar yok
.
29 Ekim 2018 Pazartesi
On
sana neredeyse iyi bir haberim var
delikler bıraktığım deliklerden daha delikte
I build a fire and vipers love the heat
Like the lips of a traitor waiting to kiss my cheek
For every villain posing as a saint
There is always some liar claiming it's my mistake
And there's you
I'm waiting for my heart to break
From every beautiful mistake
From all the friends that I divide
And the enemies that multiply
Like every parasite that loves to feed
On the work of the weary and the hope of the weak
You're just a gambler wanting to get paid
You were only a coward swearing to God you're brave
And there's you
There's you
I'm willing for my heart to break
For every beautiful mistake
For all the friends that I divide
And the enemies that multiply
So know that when I walk away
That I live to fight another day
Fight another day
Who put the knife in my back?
Who put the knife in my back?
Was it you?
Was it you?
Who put the knife in my back?
Who put the knife in my back?
Was it you?
Was it you?
Whoa
I won't allow my heart to break
For every beautiful mistake
And all the friends that I divide
And the enemies that multiply
So know that when I walk away
That I live to fight another day
I want to stand against the tide
Of the enemies that multiply
26 Ekim 2018 Cuma
Nicedir Çözüldü
göl donup
biraz buzda ilerlerler
kuklaları robotların arasında farkedilmeyecek renkte boyar
bunu daha önce yapar
ulu zihninden
kullandığımız kelimeleri karşımıza çıkarır
herkes bildiğini yazsa çözülecektir bulmacada
herkesin resmi
balığa balık çizdir
kepenk iyidir
White tux waving on
Restless arms meltdown
Cringes on the parking lot
Hostile
Leans his heavy head
Front seat feels like sanctuary
Peacefully inhales
Makes this time the last
Winter is coming
Endless nights
Are crawling out
She runs towards his 70’s Ford
Blue dress, sea blue eyes
Dark hair blooming in the wind effortlessly
Moving slowly
Motel room
He whispers to her ear
Wake up Zoe
Gently strokes her hand
Tell me your story
Tell me what’s wrong
Sure I’ll understand
Restless arms meltdown
Cringes on the parking lot
Hostile
Leans his heavy head
Front seat feels like sanctuary
Peacefully inhales
Makes this time the last
Winter is coming
Endless nights
Are crawling out
She runs towards his 70’s Ford
Blue dress, sea blue eyes
Dark hair blooming in the wind effortlessly
Moving slowly
Motel room
He whispers to her ear
Wake up Zoe
Gently strokes her hand
Tell me your story
Tell me what’s wrong
Sure I’ll understand
24 Ekim 2018 Çarşamba
Kablo
jargonlar pilliyken
oluşumların
pekiştirilmeye ihtiyacı var
tüm tavernaların ışıkları güzel yanar
I think that I'm in danger
Followed by the strangers
But love is in the haters
The real and the fake ones
Everybody sees me
The laser eyes beamin'
It's another night sleepless
I'm just trying to feel freedom
Up in 3 am
Tying up loose ends
Tryin' to make amends
If I make it through tonight
Tomorrow I'll be fine
But you know I'd give my life
The things that I believe in
I just can't foresee, yeah
If I make it through tonight
We took a love and make it tragic
Where is all the magic?
I love your disapearing act
You should be an actress
Alone in a motel
Took the party to a hotel
You came in a hatchback
Now you're leaving in a Maybach
Up in 3 am
Tying up loose ends
Tryin' to make amends
If I make it through tonight
Tomorrow I'll be fine
But you know I'd give my life
The things that I believe in
I just can't foresee, yeah
If I make it through tonight
(Tomorrow I'll be fine, yeah)
[Bridge]
I don't need a crowd tour
I don't need a smile tour
All I hear is God and the ticking of the clockwork
I don't need a crowd tour
I don't need a smile tour
All I hear is God and the ticking of the clockwork
I don't need a crowd tour
I don't need a smile tour
All I hear is God and the ticking of the clockwork
If I make it through tonight
Tomorrow I'll be fine
But you know I'd give my life
The things that I believe in
I just can't foresee, yeah
If I make it through tonight
23 Ekim 2018 Salı
Kenar T
posterlerin dişleri duvarları yeterince gevdiğinde
boyanın renkleri bir kaosu andırır
şarap fazladır yerçekimine
dogma yanılmanın içinde
santim ilerlemelerle
yükselen bir keyifte
alengiri çözdüğünde
maksat herzaman hormonsal bir devinimdir
müzik senin yatağından çıkıyor
seni
uyandırmadım
22 Ekim 2018 Pazartesi
Böğürtlen
sana bir geoit
bana bir teori
vesairelere asılı kısaltmalarla
uzattığın kanıta
dair
bir yakam pis
madalyam gri
boyası akmış içten gülümseyişindeki yabancı için
üsteler bizi
vitrinime sığdır
bir kesinliğe karşı - olmayabilir diyeni
And one of us gotta crawl under the bus
If we wanna stand a chance of standing up without a crutch
And I ain't trying to sound dismissive of that target you've been squinting at
We've all been aiming far beyond our range of limitations
Even when I try to take the bullet I'm impatient
Looking at your face for validation
Fly like dishes but sleep like strangers
Protect my interests, what you think these fangs for?
This isn't even anger
It's just dissapointment pointed in familiar directions
This is tight and stressed like a tight rope stretched
Across my whole chest this is why I'm flexing
Please forgive my voice but I'm lost in the void
When I look to the future neither one of us enjoying it
We ought to stop and start smelling these flowers
Before the world reminds us that it's not really ours
La-la, la-la-la-laa
La-laa, la-la-la
I wish you could hear me, my lips to your earring
La-la, la-la-la-laa
La-laa, la-laa, la-la-la
I wish you could hear me, my lips to your earring
21 Ekim 2018 Pazar
İlkel Benlik ve Güdü Anıtı
apansız bir şekilde
her şey kaybolabilir
duydukların seni kesebilir
çılgın bir koşucunun soğuk rüzgarından beslenerek
sevdiğin kıyafetlerini yakabilir milyarlar
ondalık sistemde düşündüklerin için
boylamların enine bir bıçak serpebilir
bu iz motifidir karakter mitozunun
bölündükçe tanırsın filoları
ve tümlenerek savaşa başlarsın
sakin kalmalısın
üzerine bastığın taşı çatlatırlarken
sakin kalabilecek misin?
delikler
zihnindeki geniş labirentinden küçük seni çıkartabilir
dumanla dolmuş tüm bacalarından güneşe anlatabilirler
doğru olmadığı halde sürüler yanlışlarını
yarışı fosforlu yanılsamalarla kazanabilir ardın
önünde görünürde kimse olmamasına rağmen
ahtapot koylarında kalben inanabilir sarılışlar
yakomoz üzerine basarak öpmeye çalıştığın ay'da öznelenerek
ama seni kandıramam
onlar dediğin onbinler
kazanacaklar
Wake from your sleep
The drying of your tears, today we escape, we escape
Pack and get dressed, before your father hears us, before, all hell breaks loose
Breathe, keep breathing, don't lose your nerve, breathe, keep breathing
I can't do this alone
Sing us a song, a song to keep us warm, there's such a chill, such a chill
You can laugh a spineless laugh
We hope your rules and wisdom choke you now we are one in everlasting peace
We hope that you choke, that you choke
We hope that you choke, that you choke
We hope that you choke, that you choke
The drying of your tears, today we escape, we escape
Pack and get dressed, before your father hears us, before, all hell breaks loose
Breathe, keep breathing, don't lose your nerve, breathe, keep breathing
I can't do this alone
Sing us a song, a song to keep us warm, there's such a chill, such a chill
You can laugh a spineless laugh
We hope your rules and wisdom choke you now we are one in everlasting peace
We hope that you choke, that you choke
We hope that you choke, that you choke
We hope that you choke, that you choke
20 Ekim 2018 Cumartesi
Kayıt Dışı
ihtiraslardan arındırır
tesadüfler
momentumu eğitir tekrar
ve yarı saydamdır
öpücüğün öpücüğü
ben
plasentada bir metafor besledim
A new morning coming love
A chill through the window screen
On the streets that were our life
Fragments of memory
As the sun pours over your face
All but a dream
So we die a little bit more everyday
My vision blurring
Spreading wings flying away
We dance we love we betray
Yet we are beautiful
So you think you knew me
Say we were part of a team
As the sun pours over your face
All but a dream
Cortados in Mexico City
Blue houses in Spain
Red tail lights of taxis
Running through a summer rain
Walking through the museum
Through street vendors
Elizabeth waiting in the water
Fragments of memory
Smoking cigarettes by your window
Days go lazy
Sun pours over the face of a girl from Fort Greene
It’s all over now love
And you’re swimming in the briny sea
As the sun pours over your face
All but a dream
19 Ekim 2018 Cuma
İye
iletke gezegen
kemer tokasıyla
kuvvetli ufuklar
kıvırsa bile
bitiminde
bu
hafızasına peşkeş çeken bir başlangıca
tekamül eder
bir şeyi algılama anı
o şeyin
kültürel değer statüsünü belirleyen en önemli faktör
iyi-ki-ler
paspas zımbalıyor
silikon tabancasından çıkan bu balıklar
akvaryuma
uzan kuma
Take your paper planes
And fly
To velvet, velvet skies
As a little girl, you used to handle men
Like paper planes
But they never, no they never
Never flew to your sky
Do you still can feel
The change
In the colours of your tears
And i can fly
So high, so high
Me and my
Paper planes, paper planes
Because the world is so small, so small
And they don't let me, dream no more
Dream no more
Me and my
Paper planes, paper planes
We can fly
So high, so high
In a blackened sky
We paint it white
Paint it white
Me and my
Paper planes, paper planes
15 Ekim 2018 Pazartesi
Dizlerine Nadas Avokado
merceği
kale almadan
dünyayı değiştiriyorlarsa
ve
ve
temenni eğer hâlâ aynanın karşısında kendini süslüyorsa
benimle avunsun
rövanşında ortağım dimağ
oluklarda kopmuş çiçekler
çatıya çatıdan bakan parsel
ima ettiğim parçamda
meridyen şartsa
frekans az
kablolar küf
meridyen şart
pantomimde gittiğin yer
anlatmak istediğin doğuş
uslu mekanizmalar
makinalar
tıkırdalar
süresi alttan
hiç yer yokmuş gibi serildim koynuna
Cutting off the light
Like I would an engine
Walking through the night like I've gone missing
Missing from the place I live
Missing from my brain I guess
Looking for some gold in another's hand
Looking for a life I could understand
There's violence in the ways I left
Violence in the way again
Even then, you come in nightly
Even in a dream I'd spun
Even in the summer sun
I could not run
Glistening or faded
I'm sitting where it all began
I have up on a promised land
But you were my friend
Aging, now I feel it
It's always slipping through my hands
It wasn't what I thought back then
When beautiful birds were flying
Beautiful birds were flying
Circles in the sky, I'm finding
My way with them
Looking at the sky for an opening
Looking for some life on an empty screen
There's violence in the ways I live
Violence on my mind, trace it
So I'm turning on the light when I let you in
I open up my mind with a new question
Now how could you possibly be?
Now what could you possibly need?
Nothing, now I face it
There's nothing on the other side
I want to live inside your life
With violence on my mind
When beautiful birds were flying
Beautiful birds were flying
Circles in the sky, I'm finding
My way with them
14 Ekim 2018 Pazar
Dijital Yapboz
yansıma değil
biraz da
duygularını beslediğin şeylere karşı
özgünlük
bu
virüsler zihnine tabura çektikçe
evriliyorsun
yadsıma !
elastik vezirler
kendi inandırmak istediklerine karşılık
pranganın ucunda şişer
dizaynında küçük eksilişler öpüyorsun
bardağındaki ruj kalıntısında yüzüyorsun
ama benim
ruhum hâlâ ay takvimini takip ediyor
i don't not want to let you go
i let you go i let you go
i guess there wasn't any other way
i thought you were my copilot
how will i ever run this ship
without you by my side to navigate
thought you were my copilot na na na
my copilot na na na na na
now i know that you were just taking me for a ride
and thats alright it was a beautiful ride
my loneliness is on your dime
painted lady of my life
drifting through the Appalachian plains
admit it you’re a butterfly
you always knew you'd leave my side (hiding from a cacoon inside)
you were just waiting for your wings to change
a memory of sunlight in a Massachusetts square
as i watch the idea of our child vanish in the air
guess i was pretty clueless as you covered me with sand
was this always your plan?
just admit it you’re a butterfly
yeah just admit you’re a butterfly
you were just waiting for your wings to dry
yeah you were just waiting for your wings to dry
13 Ekim 2018 Cumartesi
nehrin somonları yukarı
It's just another day of winter
The snow blows in the wind
I think you need a drink of whiskey
You think you need a drink of gin
It's just another day of winter
The ice-cold turns you blue
Well you fell asleep in a doorway
Well it's gonna be the end of you
Well it's just another day of tragic
Well you lie in the snow
And the ice, the ice has entered your veins
And now it's time to go
In the winter, in the snow
In the winter, in the snow
10 Ekim 2018 Çarşamba
Mukavvada Ne Yok
pille akordeonu
mızıkası
kart suratı
santim uzaklığı
ve yoğrulmamış tuzağı
meyveliğinde duruyor
ahşap treni
kılcal saatin
içinden geçiyor
perdelerin ruhunun olduğunu söylüyor
kısmı dakikalarda ipi elime alıp
basit bir düğüm oluşturuyorum
güçlü temelleri oluşturan
hiçbir şeyden
daha fazla
yadsınamaz
8 Ekim 2018 Pazartesi
Konfüzyon
etrafında dolanmak
deyimsel manaları sönük bir yıldıza bağlıyor
görece eski ama
üslup üzerine şal
ve bir de
temenniler gerçeklerle oyalanıyor
frakansları notalara bağlamanın düğüm ismi
ihtişamla
iki bardak
nüsha bir kenarda
putların yoğunluğunu anımsatan zeminler
tavanlar
zamanlar
çanlar
erekte kışın
suyu
4 Ekim 2018 Perşembe
Karışılmış
tekrara giriyor
fakat
minimum düzeyde üzerine düşen günler
ağırdır
aslında çağ çağırıyor değil mi yardımlarını ?
çünkü
ufaklıklar kaypak zekidir
moruklar şaşkın beyin
burada büyücü de benim
ama bana dair bir bokluk var
siz de hesaplayın
içinden çıkamadığınız her farkındalıktan uzakta zihninizi
çalkalayın
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kartların yüzü
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