eski bir haber bülteninden tavsiyeye takılıyor aklım
biraz küvette düşünmek lazımmış
.
ama
tuhafım
bertarafın nasıl ?
.
bunu bir diafondan dünyaya yayın
.
tinler masaya oturacaktır
barakalar zemini eskitildiğinde
gezginlerse kirlendiğinde bir teori atarlar
.
biz çemberimizde
uçağımızı uçuralım
.
asla aklımın almadığı bir zımba
.
şarkımız fermuardan çalıyor
.
I wish I had a secret
Something I could share
But no one knows me better than
I know myself but I'm forgetful
When it seems to suit me most
There's something I should say
This is real talk
In real time
And I'm hanging in
To the thinnest piece of string that's ever existed
Eh-eheh
I wish I had the gall
When something's on my mind
But no one knows you better than
You know yourself so don't be nervous
And maybe I'll admit it
I know I'm not so smart
No one knows me better than
I know myself but I'm forgetful
And I'm hanging in
To the thinnest piece of string that's ever existed
I'm hanging in
If I turn around and blink I'm sure I can miss it
I-I-It
I-I-It
I-I-It
You're walking me, talking me
Pushing me under the bus
You're walking me, talking me
Pushing me under the bus
Don't push me don't push me
Don't push me don't push
Don't push me don't push me
Don't push me don't push
You're walking me, talking me
Pushing me under the bus
You're walking me, talking me
Pushing me under the bus
Don't ask me don't ask me
Don't ask me don't ask
Don't push me don't push me
Don't push me don't push
You're walking me, talking me
Pushing me under the bus
Don't rush me don't rush me
Don't rush me don't rush
ve aforizmalar küçük parçacıklar halinde yaşıyorsa saliselerde
.
saatinin içinde
geleceğe bakıp
burası benden sahici bir şeyler duymayalı çok oldu ! derim
.
sanırım bu senaryoya artık inanmıyorum
.
12 Eylül 2018 Çarşamba
denge
What in the world do I tell my future son
When all that’s left is all there’s ever been
Do I tell him to go out and see the seen
In some way it’s never shown before
You and me can’t just disappear
There’s cool air and meadows and beauty
You and me can’t just disappear
I’ll show it, I’ll show it, I’ll show it
gel bana bir alçaklık öner öylece düşmeyelim dünyadan taraf seçip bu gece guajla bir yerleri süsleyelim ya da . göl sakin sakin odaklar fakat rüyanda hala gün batımına geç kalanlar var . onlara ay tozundan bir yelkovan . yıpranır makyaj delik deşik edilmiş yollar tekerli volta bir şarkı açabilir camdaki yansıma-lar . aklına kazı kaçamazsın karavanla beynini açamazsın kafkayla . pek bir şey kalmıyor dolaptan imkansız çıktığında . anlamaz akımlar
. kancamı sakınmam bu bir durum kahvem yok unuttum kutbu durun matah yanmıyor festivalimi unutun kucağımda dans ediyor / balık soyut
10 Eylül 2018 Pazartesi
yırtmaç
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The colours run away as the sun fades the day
I find it so hard to find the right words to say
I know that when I have to leave and close it all down
I'm losing everything that you have made me
.
Let it all just fade away like leave from green to grey
Defeat the impossible finish this war with enemies
And how I love your smile in my aching heart
But why does everything I touch become so sharp
.
Let the sea roll over me and wash me away
Let me slide deep beneath this crushing blue
The light in the night and the stars on your face
You are everything that surrounds me in this place
.
I am the hollowness the empty bottle at the end
I am the falling part playing at pretend
.
I want that feeling back deep inside my heart
.
Lay down these feelings push them all aside
Crawl out into the light my love I cannot hide
Searching for togetherness on the other side
A thousand bullet holes this love cannot die
.
For I am the hollowness the empty bottles at the end