Ananas

stabili 

tok 

ufku 

aç

ve tül

zevkin grevinde gezi

camın arkasından

bu gece dudağım

 aslalardan tembihli değil

reddim

daktilomdaki parmaklara eldiven

bu ateş

çok kısık bir sesle olmak zorundayken

zatenler

zihnimde rakımını övüyor

bu övgü

hicaba dönüştükçe

anakayada gülümseyen kumlara katılıyorum

haklılar

bu eldivenler

çok defa seni sıyırdı 

koleksiyonum 

anakayada yaşayan kumlar kadar

mumlar kalkar koltuğundan

hikaye gölge

 madam

I'm on a breakdown 

I'm afraid of your eyes 

I'm afraid of your kisses 

All the things that used to 

Make me shine, 

Now bring me to pieces 

Feels like my heart 

Is clenched with an iron fist 

I’m afraid of my own darkness 

And I can’t help but stare right into it 

But if somehow you don't leave me 

I'll get myself much better, believe me 

I have been running forever 

Now what if I can just stay with you, stay 

I'm on a breakdown 

I drag myself in loops 

Round and round through the dark side 

While I come to you like a wounded old stray dog 

To scratch and bleed at your bedside 

My heart 

Is clenched 

In a fist 

My own fist 

But if somehow you don't leave me 

I'll get myself much better, believe me 

I have been running forever 

Now what if I can just stay with you, stay 

What if we make it together 

And let it cut in deeper and braver 

I have been running forever 

The demon never sleeps but I’m still hanging in here 

And as my insides crush 

Somehow I still get to make you laugh 

You shine 

And I 

I pray 

To never hurt you 

But I don’t know 

If I’m your shelter or I’m a storm 

If I’m your shelter or I’m a storm 

This room is our loving broken home 

What if somehow you don't leave me 

I'll get myself much better, believe me 

I have been running forever 

Now what if I can just stay with you, stay 

What if we make it together 

And let it cut in deeper and braver 

I have been running forever 

The demon never sleeps but I’m still hanging in here 

I have been running forever