ışıkların seçtiği
kasetlerin
bandı taraflı
bir armoniden
başka bir şey değil
bir an
tereddüt eder
müddetli pejmürdeliklerin
ceplerinde
fiyaka rozetleri
ama bir armoniden başka bir şey değil
onu bir aynanın karşısında öpmüştüm
You shadowed in a fragile (?) Watching you explode (?) But i'm tired of living through my sins I can't compete when I can't win I'm bruised (?) I'll dissolve our love (?) You watch as I turn 24 And lose it on the bedroom floor (?) I don't think about you when I am hiding (?) You're acid, you're eroding me By loving you I'm incomplete
25 Ekim 2017 Çarşamba
.
kristaller üzerinde parlıyor
hedonizm önlüğüyle
hedda gabler .
devrim niteliğindeki beni mazur gör
ve
kabinin perdesini
.
People staring at their feet When I pass them on the street Being ignored is so much worse Than being hated
So I had to move away Took the early morning train But I never really felt That I made it
You don't know how it hurts When there's no hope and you're cursed To be living alone with birds A fallen angel that god deserts
My whole life it went downhill Never again I'll feel a thrill Don't believe there ever was A free will
Feeding pigeons at the park In a city that is strange to me I will be here after dark Under streetlights
You don't know how it hurts When there's no hope and you're cursed To be living alone with birds A fallen angel that god deserts
24 Ekim 2017 Salı
.
done
raptiyeleriyle
bir adsız dans
.
alfabelerle fermuarlanmamış
ve
hitaba açık değil
.
.
.
Gotta move on
Picking up pieces from the past
And postcards you wrote
I keep my demons satisfied, petrified, all gone bad
Gotta move on
Sometimes I wake up afraid of shotting stars
Are we okay?
I keep my demons on my own, I'm at home calculating, constantly wrong
Gotta move on
Gotta move on, Come on
Gotta move on
I find it's harder not to love you
It's easy to, I can do it in my sleep
I miss you like I would never see you again
I miss you
It's easy to, I can do it in my sleep
I do it in my sleep
Gotta move on
In my body was a hostage trough.
An endless shadow whose soul was bruised.
Sometimes I wonder why he lead me so blindly.
And I'm trying to see the light that's fading inside you.
I keep running but I can't get through.
Ain't nobody can came out of blues.
Sometimes I wonder why he lead me so blindly.
And I'm trying to see the light that's fading inside you.
This could be the ending that I was streaming on.
From in my heart there's only one.
We're back now, we're going down.
gecikmeli akort
kum sineklerini
görsel plakalarda
eğitir
ve
ruj istikametinde
pullara
çürümüş milyar havyar
getirir
şimdilik bunları geçelim
gece -1- sularında
bir sözüm vardı
zihnin sürekli atomlarından
herhangi bir molekülü
satürn'e kaçarsa
neptün'de yoklama alınmayacak ..
buradalık
sayısı
arttıkça
abaküs taşlıyorlar
ama
ay bu gece yakın ve tehlikeli
şarkımız
zihni seyir
kahverengi cümbüşünde
halhallar peşin
çünkü
... Don’t loose any hope
it will arrive soon
don’t loose any love
-
If you know the song the wind is singing
you have to move on
to a different place to rest your head
-
It makes me wonder why
your lies are gone now
how can you face respective thoughts
and watch them die in birth
the thing is not to cover it
you have to let it shine
I know it’s kinda hard to fall
but you have to trust them all
-
the beach is burning
even though it’s raining
your screams are killing
and you don’t have a clue
-
how can you spread the thoughts
without even carrying
why would you make her cry
how can you just leave
-
the beach is burning
even though it’s raining
your screams are killing
and you don’t have a clue